peace&love

I wish to meet him ,lol. i love dane coooooook

peace&love,
lexie

Advice: if you decide to become a vegetarian, take the appropriate vitamins. i'm so sick right now because i'm stubborn and i don't like them. i was in pretty bad shape a little while ago. so, just a piece of advice. follow doctor's orders.





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lexie

You are a Hippie

You are a total hippie. While you may not wear birks or smell of incense, you have the soul of a hippie. You don't trust authority, and you do as you please. You're willing to take a stand, even when what you believe isn't popular. You like to experiment with ideas, lifestyles, and different subcultures. You always gravitate toward what's radical and subversive. Normal, mainstream culture doesn't really resonate with you.

peace&love,
lexie

i started this to get some feeling out. i hate online journals. but you know, i hated myspace a few years ago too. i can't keep an opinion for more than a few years these days. if you have opinions share them here. i think people are being held back. being confined in a creativeless place such as high school makes you conform into sheep of sorts. following the rules, not leaving the boundary box set for us. psh. what a life, huh? well, i guess another rwason i started this was to fully use my freedom of speech right. freedom of expression. 

there are things in life that become serious obstacles and people that you grow to hate. you know, when you've been called worthless and useless enough times.... you start to think you are. i think i'm starting to feel that way. i've been berated and brought down too many times. by one person. and i'm sick of it. really, really sick of it. it's like i can't do one thing right. i used to be afraid of relationships because of this person. i'm not now of course.

i love my boyfriend. more than anyone. i want to spend my life with him. spend my life making him happy, spending every minute with him, every second. waiting for him to come home from work, and you know, i've already enjoyed the time naming our children. i can't imagine being without him ever in my life.

you know one more thing i've realized? jealousy is a monster. it doesn't bring out my worst, lol. i can hide it well. but i'll tell you.... i get so sick when i feel that pang of jealousy in my stomach. so, avoid the feeling.... at all costs.

well, that's all for now, i suppose. 

peace&love,
lexie